State vs Terror

Rejoice and be happy. We live in the largest democracy of the whole goddamned world. We are the unique race to have it all- money (post liberalisation), spirituality and freedom.

Some time back in a village in West Bengal the whole state machinery converged to ensure whatever took place in the early mornings remained lost to the rest of the population. Some 2-3 days later some of my smart friends taunted me on my being a Bengali and Bengal being so hopelessly jobless to prevent the victorious march of modernization and industrialization and overall human development. National media carried out debates on whether what was going on in terms of protest in Nandigram was right or not. Learned intellectuals and communist theoriticians fought over the need for development and the cost of it.

Thank God so much- not a single child from Nandigram was able to see or understand all this. Perhaps thats why all this time she still lives with some hope of a better tomorrow. Quite a few... in fact many perhaps, of her friends were slaughtered like lambs in a slaughter house. So were so many of her aunts and uncles. She would have escaped barely. Perhaps she got lucky. She was too sick to be taken out that day. They were to be used as human shields to prevent police from coming into the village. People thought police will not harm a child. But they did not know that police were not even coming.

I was also talking rationally after the Gujarat riots. I was arguing in favour of the Hindu forces. I was arguing as to how muslims never blend into the mainstream of any society, etc. Thank God I was not a journalist. Thank God i was not doing undercover on the riots. I was not in a position to risk my sanity. I had a musllim friend who had the cheek to go to the state during these times. He actually actually had to undergo treatment. He went on Haj later. That helped him a bit. He used to be a "semi" believer, if you understand what I mean.

When I was a kid, I had a friend in school. Harmeet Singh Khalsa. He was actually quite small for a sardar. I had for the first time heard " Mujhe Rang De Basanti" from him. He had played the tabla while singing. I am still hopelessly in love with that song. It makes me cry. I do not know where Harmeet is today. I had moved out of the school early.

We were in Class IV when one day our school teacher came out and told us that someone had shot Indira Gandhi. We were almost happy. They closed the school early that day and we had more play time. I am not so sure about Harmeet. I never got a chance to talk to him about it. He did not come to school for almost a month. Then he came one day with the teacher walking him down to his seat. He used to sit besides me. I saw a black sash inside his shirt. I was sure he was a Khalisthani. Or his father was. I told my mother. She did not say much. She only said that it was nothing of that sort.

Much later I came to know from others that his house had been attacked by angry Congress workers. The family lived in perpetual fear for a long time. Harmeet used to wear the sash to say that he WAS AGGRIEVED at the death of the great leader. He was luckier than his cousin though. Back in Delhi the whole family of his aunt had been massacred in the bizarre show of grief for Mrs. Gandhi. Rajiv Gandhi had aptly drawn the analogy of the tree. Thankfully TN was far away from Delhi when his time came.

We continue to live and thrive in the largest democracy in the world. Only don't get caught on the wrong side of the democrats. Do not be a farmer in Nandigram, or a muslim in Gujarat or a Sikh after death of Indira Gandhi.
Just ensure that much and you will always have all the freedom that you want.

Protest on non-selection of Dravid. Do not try protesting against CPM in West Bengal. Criticize SHahrukh as much as you want. Be careful before criticizing Karunanidhi, or Rahul Gandhi....Speak whatever you want as long as you are politically correct. Take part in the Delhi marathon. But be very careful if you are demonstrating for justice at India Gate.

Yes we have all the freedom we need. Just need to look away when the governments have to get down to do the dirty jobs. All will be fine then. When government does its dirty job then no one- no one can protect you from it. The media, the police, international support.... no one.

Who questions the government?

WE THE PEOPLE..........

just so blabber

last time i had thought about putting something about the director who does not fail to wow me after so many years of film watching. just so entry- this one... completed one more year in this world...

what next?

last time i had thought about putting something about the director who does not fail to wow me after so many years of film watching. just so entry- this one... completed one more year in this world...

what next?

kael on peckinpah

A Glorious High

BY PAULINE KAEL

Sam Peckinpah

When I asked Pauline Kael if she'd like to contribute around 750 words on Sam Peckinpah, she responded by telling me that she didn't feel she could write something that substantial. She explained that she was 80 years old and suffering from Parkinson's disease, so we settled on short answers to a few questions. The following is the result.
-- Charlie Sotelo

Charlie Sotelo: How has your view of Sam and his films changed in the past 15 years?

Pauline Kael: I feel the same almost inordinate love of his films, but the turmoil has gone out of the atmosphere surrounding them. When he was making movies it felt, for some of us, as if we were watching an ongoing street accident. We felt helpless; he was determined to be doomed. Toward the end, on a Saturday morning before the screening of a restored Wild Bunch, he drank straight booze for breakfast and, grinning like an imp, snapped the heart device that was on the surface of his chest.

From moments like that, you might expect him to have been a swaggering showoff, but he had a reverse swagger. He backed into battles. It was his quiet that attracted attention; he was the model of the hard-luck passive/aggressive. I once saw Sam on television, and his cracked, whispering voice was barely audible. You had to lean forward to the TV set to try to hear what he was saying -- which was minimal.

He had often a corps of people surrounding him -- his supporting cast, actors who got upset about the things that upset him, and about his illnesses, which were legendary. He wasn't ever just one of the people at a gathering. When he was in a group, the conversation was about the struggle that engaged him. I don't think we talked much about other people's movies. I don't think he was especially interested, but then very few directors are.

He was usually in such an ironic, despairing state that he made it very hard to make fun of him. Still, I wish there had been a camera to record the scene when he was working on Liberace's TV program and showed up for work in blue jeans, and Liberace insisted that he wear a business suit. He got fired for his refusal. I envision Liberace in his rage shaking his sequins and his wattles and Peckinpah, perfectly groomed for his role as the rebel, the outlaw. He loved dressing in frontier drag.

What's missing now in the general view of Peckinpah is the exhaustion brought on by his squabbling. He exhausted even his own supporters. But, lord, he was clever and he was demonically intuitive, and he had such self-dramatizing brio. He liked the hopelessness of it all; the role he played was the loser. And though the competition is keen, he's perhaps the greatest martyr/ham in Hollywood history.

There's a tendency among some young film enthusiasts to view him as an icon of artistic integrity. I don't think they want to understand the role he played in baiting the executives. He needed their hatred to stir up his own. He didn't want to settle fights or to compromise or even, maybe, to win. He wanted to draw a line and humiliate the executives. He simply wasn't a reasonable person. He made it impossible for the executives to keep their dignity.

Here are excerpts from a letter he wrote me dated December 14, 1976. It was about the making of Cross of Iron, but it might have been about almost any of his productions:

"It is now at the uncomfortable hour of 9 a.m. and I am driving across the Serpentine on my way to Elstree Studios. This is a collection of aging bungalows and mildewed cutting rooms that contains 500,000 feet of Cross of Iron film.

"Elstree Studios is known as the garden spot of London suburbia, and contains one john (handheld), and a cold water tap, ice, rain and snow and a three year old edition of Punch.

"At the present time I am suffering from fallen arches, fifteen different varieties of skin rash, styes, boils, walking pneumonia, ulcers and acute depression, plus tremendous, unbelievable assortments of haemmorrhoids (in full metrocolor) that has so far baffled London. I am almost ready to leave for Mexico to take my private chile cure. But I must not forget instant receding gums, falling arches, sagging face, loss of hair and terminal sinusitis. Generally I am in the shape that attends most people beginning their third month as a teetotaller.

"If God had not meant man to drink he would not have invented the grape or the process known as distillation. Actually I feel very well, (that is a lie). I enjoy living a life of sobriety and piety and do not look forward to the 17th of this month when my liver will give me the okay to begin again my needed ways of self-destruction. But I have found that being sober constantly is somewhat of a let down, as I have been waking up without a hangover (the one I have been nursing so carefully for 20 odd years). I feel like I have lost an old friend, but he is just one of many that I have lost on this film.

"I do not like Germany nor German producers. In particular Wolfgang Hartwig, whom we call in terms of gentle endearment "Asshole'. (Sentimental fools that we are). He is, good old A-H, a mini-Nazi with delusions of being David Selznick, Sam Spiegel, and Herman Goering wrapped up into 5 ft of pure stupidity, and how he ever managed to con people into this picture I do not know. I also don't know how we ever finished it, but it looks like it will shortly be released somewhere --

Pauline Kael

"I don't know what kind of picture we have made but it was a decent and reasonably sober attempt to examine relationships of the common soldier no matter what his insignia. I don't know if I have succeeded. In any case, we have learned a great deal again about how not to make films.

"I am looking forward to getting my ass out of Europe and back into the good old USA, and particularly to New Mexico and CONVOY. I think it's a great subject and a great song, and I liked the people that I worked with at EMI. They were the one bit of sanity in an absolute madhouse. I feel particularly upset about this madhouse because I put in nearly half of my salary to pay for the technicians and staff to come over from the U.S. I see no sign of ever getting the money back for that, but I know that without their help the picture would have never been made at all.

"I will again be involved in suits, trials, etc., with Rapid Film representatives, so that should enliven my declining years --

"PS: It's the 17th and beast is loose again."

Earlier that year, on another project, he had given the name Chicken Little to his (American) producer. He had sent me copies of some of their correspondence. It included this exchange:

"Chicken Little: I have no idea why you singled me out as an adversary --

"Peckinpah: My problem is, I do not suffer fools graciously and detest petty thievery and incompetence. Other than that, I found you charming, and on occasion, mildly entertaining."

It's as if each time he went to work he was determined never to work in the industry again. He wound up in business with producers whose reputations had sunk even lower than his own.

CS: Generally, people view Sam in pretty superficial terms as either a bad boy or a violent director. What other things do you wish they knew about Sam?

PK: He was trim and handsome, and, like many directors, he started as an actor. I thought his roots were as much in the Huntingtonn Park Civic Theatre, where he did his early work, as in the old west. He was, though, the son and grandson and brother of judges, and he had a judge's acuteness. He was scarily quick to judge people. He was over-alert, over-observant, which fed his paranoia. Did he judge himself? I don't know, and I don't think the people who loved his work judged him either. They were too worried about him.

It seems to me that for those who write about his work the martyrdom has sometimes served as blinders. I was there when Peckinpah told the producer that he was walking out on the editing of Pat Garrett and Billy the Kid. As I see it, the film has no motor impulse, no drive. It's a woozy, druggy piece of work. But it is now widely regarded as a mutilated masterpiece. I saw it assembled before Sam left the editing; he may have left it partly because it was too shapeless for him to attempt to pull it together. It's very likely that on this film, as on several others, his imagination was distracted by his financial embroilments. Usually elegies come at the end of a career; Peckinpah's elegies were followed by confusion -- sometimes within the same film.

CS: What was Sam's most potent strength as a director?

PK: That mystery known as a film sense. His was rich and voluptuous. It fused his movies. A true film sense is rare, and he knew he had it; he depended on it the way a scoundrel depends on his charm. It didn't let him down very often, but it did, I think, in his lighter moods, such as passages in The Ballad of Cable Hogue, because he likes the characters too much -- he basks in his affection. They haven't earned all this affection, and the results are muted and sentimental.

His Ride the High Country, on the other hand, feels pure. It doesn't have the anger and contempt that muddle his later work yet give it its unholy power. I don't think he ever treated a woman as sensitively again as he did Mariette Hartley in Ride the High Country -- she was the young bride who was expected to service other men in the groom's family. Her terror when she discovers what's expected of her is a terror that Peckinpah responds to with great delicacy. As viewers we feel as if we're under her skin. I doubt if any feminist filmmaker has matched this scene. But the only other woman character in his movies who really stands out is the slut played by Susan George in Straw Dogs. He had changed by then in his personal behavior too. With me, for instance, he had always been courteous and convivial and he still was when we were alone. But later, when there were other people around, and he was making a show of his drunkenness, he would lunge at me lewdly. He readily played the bad boy. The idea was to embarrass me for having brains and tits.

Right before the audience's eyes, he grew into Sam Peckinpah. His love-hate for moviemaking is right up there on the screen in the later pictures; it swamps the stories. Yet it can also bring something ecstatic to his Western elegies.

I remember his talking to me, when he was planning The Wild Bunch, saying that he was going to make a picture so ferocious that it would rub people's noses in the ugliness of violence. They would never want to see anything violent again. But when the picture came out and there were insensitive people who cheered the bloodshed, he seemed delighted, he acted vindicated.

The phenomenon of moviegoers responding crudely is not surprising. Some people loved what they regarded as warm family values in The Godfather movies -- they wanted to be part of that life, though Coppola's work was far more clearcut in its horror of killing than The Wild Bunch was. If the director is ambivalent, as Kubrick was in the "Singin' in the Rain" sequence of A Clockwork Orange, the bullies out there will be gratified. The question is: is Kubrick secretly in cahoots with them? And the question comes up with Peckinpah, because he romanticizes his bunch of killers. Peckinpah made a deeply cynical movie, yet, confusingly, it's a great one. I'm not sure what The Wild Bunch says to us, except that filmmaking can be a glorious high.

suman where are you?

Those were the rusty days in the college. Those were the days of knowing the world and the days of dreaming of a world one did not know much of. Those were the days of a naive teenager like me trying to make some sense of the fast changing times around him.

I was strolling down the huge splash of greenery which forms the nucleus of the engineering department of the University. We used to stroll around, lie down on the soft grass and do nothing, fool around on the grass, make imaginary priceless rings from the grass strands, and eventually fall asleep on the green bed.

Someone started singing - chedeychho to onek kichhu purono ovyesh; ashukh bishukh korar parey jilipi sandesh...(You've given up a lot old habits more or less/Candies and cakes after bouts of sickness...). The lyrics seemed strange and almost funny. For a ear trained in classic love songs in Bengali these were nothing like one had heard before. Instinctively I was about to pass a comment of damning mockery when I heard the next lines which blew me away and which started defining my core from that very moment- Chhedechho to onek kichhui purono bol chaal; Purono ghar purono dor kudono jonjal; Haal chedona; Haal chhedona bondhu, borong kantho chhado jorey; Dekha hobey tomay amay, onyo gaaner bhorey...(You've given up a lot customs worn out by age;Worn out or salvaged homes burnt out garbage... Don't lose heart.Don't lose heart, my friend, instead-- Loosen your voice, loud and strong,We will meet, you and I, At the dawn of another song!)

Thats how Suman came in. He came in in a blaze. he single-handedly shook up the cultural core of our generation in about a few months. Romantic lovers uttering sweet nothings were blown aside to make way for the rebel, prodigal son who had come back to claim his place in his motherland. He was angry, he was crazy and he made sense. Love found a new direct demanding channel through his Tomakey Chai (I want you), frustration found the deep mockery in Amader Janyo(For Us Only), protest slithered out of the spirit of the the teenage Richshaw puller in Petkati Chandyal (name of a kite), solitude and blues found its friend in Mon Kharap Kora bikel Manei Megh Koreychhey (The evening of emptiness means there is a cloud which has crept in..). Where in one hand he drew out his sword to poke fun at the hypocrisy of our middle-class existence, on the other hand he almost absent-mindedly dived into your subconscious. In a nut shell, to put it in his words- Tomakey bhababoi (I will make you think..). It was after long time that we Bengalis started thinking through our songs.

Voices were all around the place almost about to burts out of the shackles. Sumon gave that blow with his sword (or pen?) and released the creativity of a famished generation which till then suffered silently from cultural emptiness for almost 2 decades after they killed our previous generation in the name of Naxal eradication. Almost within a year there were hundreds of young dreamers strumming away their guitars and talking to us in our language, in our tunes. Nachiketa, Anjan Dutta, Shilajit, Lopamudra Mitra and so many others. Mohiner Ghoraguli- a rebel band of the 70s led by the genial Gautam Chattopadhyay made a resounding come back with their young friends. The Band music or our version of Rock and experimental music swept through the campuses. Bands like Chandrabindoo, Cactus, Paras Pathar etc suddenly found their voice and listeners.

And while all this was happening Sumon was quietly slipping into the background of the acceptability of middle aged Bengal. The rebel Sumon who had single handedly wiped out the present mediocrity of the Adhunik Gan its practitioners was quietly seeking acceptance of the same breed whom he had paupered.

By the late nineties when the experimental music was at its peak in Bengal Suman had shifted into almost oblivion. After almost 6-7 super-hit albums in as many years, he had almost come to end of his creative energies. A creative genius in frustration- he got into messy affairs in his personal life. Finally failing to make too much impact with the guitar, he has now a days stepped into a career of electronic media.

Today the new age music movement has made way for folk music and further for extremely mediocre musicians bastardizing the folk treasures that we are having in the name of fusion. That is with the exceptions of the old war horses of Bhoomi and Dohar. Genuine originality and creativity has again subsided and no one in the recent times seem to be able make an impact. The veterans of the early nineties are still dragging along and adding respectability to the music scene.

In these times one cannot help fantasize about the gush of wind which came to us a decade and a half back and made men out of us boys in the colleges. And also gave an identity to Bengali modern music which the culture of the state desperately demanded.

One cannot help crying out to Suman and demand that he meets us in the dawn of another song (onyo gaaner bhorey…).

Some lovely translations of his songs are there in the following link:

http://pages.cthome.net/india2/page62.html

about helplessness

it is easy for us to look away. it is easy for us to justify anything. as long as it does not affect us.





the killing of men women and children is well justified by the need for industrialisation in the state. human beings can be brutalised as they stand in the way of developement. fertile agricultural land can be sacrificed as the need for industrialisation is higher.





my state west bengal is burning today. the ghosts of the massacre are roaming around in the air of nandigram tonight trying to figure out what happened to them and why. the people in the state are disturbed and horrified by what has happened. some sections of people that is. there is also a section which stands vindicated. and some who have the sympathies for the dead but believe that the same is justified for the greater good.



most of my countrymen outside have the sniggers for the whole incident as another drop in the ocean and they come around to shake their head in disbelief as to how stupid people of bengal are to generally thrust their deaths in the face of developement and thus hamper the juggernaut of industrialisation which is absent from the state.

vietnam.... some photographer was there thankfully.. what about nandi gram? who recorded the horror their? hope god was there....




















in a single country there is so much distance between ourselves. so much apathy. we are used to looking away. our family and kin are safe and that is what matters in the end of the day.... and whatever sense of guilt or anger or grief or disappointment at our impotence could manage to creep in is set aside by the strong hands of anger towards the ghosts of the dead souls who obscenely thrust their deaths on our faces. how dare they?those ignorant fools! how dare they not know the value of developement. idiots! the only contribution that they have made to this world is growing crops in a land that should be conserved as the world heritage site for farming given the fact that a land so fertile is seldom seen these days! the idiots only grew the crops which we feed on every day. what the hell do they know about developments and their benefits?





it does not matter that we know nothing of what the world is going to come to in a few years from now when there will be no land for farming and no air to breathe. our development cycle will be complete that day. we will join the ghosts of nandigram that day and will wonder why we had to die. who will be the idiot that day?





but for now, my family is safe. they pay regular money to the local CPM. the party is not angry on them. else they also would have been ghosts.





so for now i can loom away and be happy. its the stupid head which cannot seem to leave the ghosts of those murdered children of nandigram....

market for the hot

winter is going. it is still holding on. but it is going. the morning chills are coming down and it is time to get down to business. summers will be unleashed with all fury in no time... we are in the business of heat. everything hot sells. our world is becoming hotter by the day... the winters will be gone soon...